Trigger warning: self-harm and suicidal ideation.After years of interviews, internships and rejections, I finally got a paid job in my dream industry: music publishing. Though the work would be mainly administrative, I fantasized about the opportunities this role could bring, the friends I would

They say you never get over bad things that happen to you: you just get better at living with them. When you are in the midst of a real sadness, this statement seems a little hard to swallow. I know it did to me when I watched them place my little girl's ashes in the grave at her funeral. I ...